Tuesday, July 28, 2009

MY Colour

If I had to describe myself as a colour I would have to say I am a rainbow of colours!

Just like a diamond with many facets,

I am a variety of shifting colours to express my mood.

Usually I am BLUE...I think we all know what that means...SAD.

Sometimes I am varying shades of blue, red and green which to me is sad, stressed and confused...

and then I can be RED....watch out for that one!!

On occasion I can also be yellow!

I think my kids enjoy this one the best but, sadly it is a rarity.

I think sometimes I can be pink (which to me is just flirty and feminine).

AND I believe I am doing really well if I can be purple.

This is the deep, rich colour I am when I am just chillin' with my friends and family!

This to me is the colour of CONTENTMENT!

So how's that for a wacky conversation!!

COURAGE

My thoughts about what courage means!

Courage according to the dictionary is the ability to face up to choices, dangers and pain without fear.

I don't really always find that to be true.

FEAR does not equal cowardice.

I believe courage is the ability to do all those things in spite of FEAR.

I don't think I am courageous at all. In fact, I believe fear rules me.

But, I think if it were something threatening my children I wouldn't let fear win.

I hope I wouldn't anyway!

Still waters run deep.

"Still waters run deep."

See this link for clarification.

It says to me simply...Look before you leap! Calm waters may look enticing but there may be things hidden in the deep. I think this applies to everything. Some peole...like me are all or nothing types and therefore are not likely to worry too much until it's too late what IS actually hiding in the deep. Jump in feet first and ask questions later.....not always wise.

Actually a very easy way to get hurt when you finally realize the people you jump in with were never really on the same page! It might have paid off to be a little more cautious!

And yet, it has always been the way I do things. I guess it won't change much any time soon!!

What I am afraid of...EVERYTHING!

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Insane in the membrane...insane...got no brain!

Big Five Test Results
Extroversion (38%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and private.
Accommodation (72%) high which suggests you are overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense too often of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (26%) low which suggests you are overly flexible, random, scattered, and fun seeking at the expense too often of structure, reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Emotional Stability (28%) low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Inquisitiveness (44%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly small minded, traditional, and conventional at the expense of intellectual curiousity, possibility, and progress.
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Big Five Word Test Results
Extroversion (38%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and private.
Accommodation (62%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (34%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, random, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of structure, reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Emotional Stability (50%) medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Inquisitiveness (60%) moderately high which suggests you are intellectual, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical.
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